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Friday, October 09, 2009

Dead

ok.

its over. and i feel like dying.

today was the worst day ever.

and whats worse....i miss him

insanely

i feel like i cant breath without him

im helpless.

i hope this goes away.

i waited around thinking

that he would learn to love

and now i cant even get

a decent answer. just silence

he'd rather not talk to me at all

than explain himself.

I like confrontation

and i guess he, like all men

fears it.


Friday, July 24, 2009

Nerdy Nerd Nerd Nerd

Edward Cullen is overrated.

Period.

He has nothing on Lestat, Armand, or even Louis.

In an epic vampiric battle he wouldnt stand a chance.

Anyways...I saw the new Harry Potter

I give it 3 out of 5 stars simply because the movie is supposed to be about the HALF BLOOD PRINCE and if barely touched on the subject. Harry learned so much from that friggin text book and they barely menioned it. Kudos to Malfoy for finally reappearing in the movies for more than 2 minutes. Bellatrix was my favorite by far. You cant help but admire her character, crazy as she mite be. Neville barely had any speaking lines...if any. And the whole Ron Hermione thing was a bit TOO much...it took the focus off the whole plot. I see they killed Dumbledore in almost the same fashion as Sirius...unclimactic and very quick then switching to reaction shots. In the end....as usual...they strayed as possible from the book to make it a blockbuster but close enough to get a story out.

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Sick

Im sick.

in the summer.

damnit >.<

currently looking to be appreciated.

hope that happens soon

i cant continue to cling to the past

stupid puppet.

why do i love him?

concidering it takes alot for me to love anyone

how did he get me to love him?

oh well. im currently moving on...or trying to.

goin to puerto rico next month...wish me luck!


Sunday, June 28, 2009

New Experiences

i kissed a girl...

on purpose...

and i liked it

shhhh! dont tell mom


Monday, June 01, 2009

Tomorrow Im Going To Kill My Baby

Tomorrow im going to kill my baby

tomorrow im going to dehumanize myself

tomorrow im going against everything that i believe in

what else can i do?

he doesnt love me

he doesnt want me

he doesnt see me the way he used to

he doesnt look at me the way he used to

he wants the baby but not me

and i want to be wanted

im an evil person

but tomorrow im going to kill my baby

because he wants it more than he will ever want me

im selfish

im stupid and irrational

my life is what i make of it

im a murderer i kno

and nothing but alcohol can soothe my tears tonight

maybe i wont wake up

i hope i wont wake up

because tomorrow i have to kill my baby

 



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